Could you be my beautiful poetry ?

Where are you ?
Are you in the sky ?
Are you in my eyes ?
Or you standing beside ?

Could someone help me find
the thing's in my mind
Could someone dont let me behind
and dont make me cry
Could you be my beautiful poetry ,
So I will read you all days and nights

Are you the brighten day's of me
Cause I'm deep in the darkness day without light
Are you the sunshine of my life
Cause I'm live with the coldness fight
Are you the dream when i fall asleep
Cause I'm wake up without sunrise

For long I still searching ,
Even in the sadness night
For long I still crying ,
hinding the sound deep inside
For now I still trying ,
hope that someday I will find the right

PS. My face is no sad but inside I am sad.